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Too Close

by Monogamy

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1.
my wall painted white my tv too bright all those rockets flew over my head my eyes my pivoting stare my holy ghost i knew that you couldn't stay here that's fine we played as we went we paid and were spent built axes to record affect-intent with slithering sails and frozen boats but that's how you feel i'm mad at the murals attached to a world much further from the providential plural the pure inverse okay through worse i dreamt that you'd swam here in april
2.
get lost, i think that we're too close i've seen you dance and i've smoked in your room best friend, but you're a little colder best night i've had in a while i'm like the boyfriend in the story leave, protect me from my god if providence has a face it's turned blue i can't sleep for the sound of my own cough i couldn't reach you but i could hear from you
3.
spent too much time indoors reincarnated as apartment goth mirrored light in my bedroom evokes a neon sign blinking all capitals screaming: how long can you live without being sure? i lost myself last night felt like a dispatch from another boy’s life released numb hands before last dance evokes intrusive thoughts leaking paint peeling beseeching: how long can you live without being sure? it’s embarrassing to live and not know
4.
marooned on the reality coast i want to feel you here but i can’t feel i must have been inside a deep deep sleep but i’m awake now i’m wide awake it seems there's another new type of problem another outsider album to guide us home tough lessons i wish i was more aggressive we live in cheeseburger mecca, mech suit, and telephone i think it sounds good but i don’t know disappointment and jealousy are cruel to us they sleep beneath me crawl to the kitchen and help themselves so don't try to tell me that there's some good in every one i don't feel so good i hate my guts
5.
Deep Museum 04:33
awoke on sunday to the river clear a taste of sumac and a smoggy atmosphere you sank a ship and made me cut the line frozen jungle and the gleam of human night i think about you when the power’s out i spare a candle to keep darkness in the house despite all that these broken mirrors glow you couldn’t place your trust in that stove coil i was waking up to garbage on my lawn i remember writing letters unembossed saved you from that dustbin, mama back from the mall with something new to lose chase any feeling that you bet won’t leave a bruise this night alone will turn me to a crocodile you shot me with a gun, it turned me febrile “irregardless of what transpired” soothed by a record, i was singing with mariah the light of my own world, my head of lice cool in the cubicle and absent as a smile couldn’t wager out the lyrics to your song photo portraits smoking melting to the wall and this time we’re both wrong hit after hit after hit and the hits just keep on coming kick after kick after kick and they kick you while you’re falling you hit the beach and it’s overcast it’s so hard to make something normal last stop digging thru the cooler, it’s just ice

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"It's hard for you not to hate
But you still wanna be there
You wanna be a road trip playlist to everywhere"
- Casia Levine, "Don't Know How To Find Love"

recorded and mixed jan 2020 - mar 2020 by d. a. lyons iii
at 3orbs & f@g nest, chicago, il, usa
mastered by john daniel
written by d. a. lyons iii

cicada - keys (3, 4) vocals (2-4)
s. johnson - guitar (1-4), vocals (2)
don lyons - (1-5)

andi kocher provided the image displayed on my tv in the cover art

thanx charlie, rob, jasmine, casia, andi, reed, john, michael, haya, pat
special thanx to all freaks and troublemakers

this is SWW04
available on cassette with SWW05 after quarantine

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released April 10, 2020

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